Just to start...

Monday morning and no working for the man! I should feel liberated and happy now I have all this time to myself and to our online business... but I kinda feel scared and unsure. I think I am still adjusting. From a book I just finished "the millionaire moron" says this has to do with social conditioning, and I know it does!... So today I started with my run on the track listening to Tony Robins on what fulfills us. He states 6 human needs, I just got through the first 3, but they are;
1. The need for certainty (comfort/peace)
2. the need for uncertainty (variety/surprise)
3. the need for significance (need to be needed)

What caught my attention the most was that for #1, if you are tooo certain it will = boredom and # 2 if you are too uncertain you may act out in negative ways.... so there needs to be a balance. This makes sense, I think right now i may be feeling the feeling of uncertainty due to losing my job, but by this i need to make goals to give myself 'variety' to feel 'certain' I'm on a path and have #3 significance.

Now What?

I was laid off Wednesday, today is Friday. A beautiful fall day fresh and sunny. I started listening to Anthony Robins personal power cd's to get me motivated, tho still in shock with mixed emotions about the lay off. I am pumped and ready for this change! (ok and scared, but that's what Tony is here for) This is right where i am suppose to be! I am also reading a new book I came across to get me OUT of this social conditioning of a JOB. The book is called "The Millionaire Moron". So far so good....

The Universe made its claim

This is where the Secret comes in, the universe aligning itself. Our focus wanted to be on our online business and yesterday it happened. Yesterday I went into work as usual got my Skinny Vanilla Latte at 9am and was called into a meeting with my manager at 915am, Due to economic changes i was laid off. I didnt know what to feel, I was happy and all I thought was , WOW this is the secret coming into play. We wanted the chance to give more time to our online business and now we get that chance.

Through the week

Only Tuesday, and I feel that there is soo much to do. The house is for sale and we are anxious to sell. We are still indecisive about the move to San Diego. The adventure would be amazing and i know if we wanted this its the best time to do it. So far the plan is Sell and keep costs low whether that's buying a house or condo we still do not know...

Whats the plan...

Ok, so I decided from this day on I will log my husband and I's life plan. We are a couple that never stops wishing/hoping/dreaming/wanting more.. you name it!.... We started thinking about a major move to San Diego. A place where we feel we can really connect our inner selves and our online business. Friday night we went to a dance that my uncle and aunt hosted. We admire my Uncle for all his successes and for the humble man he is (my dads brother) He told us that San Diego is one of his favorite places and he himself would love to live there. He said he has many friends there and loves visiting San Diego. "If you go to San diego, you are not coming back!" We only have been there once but absolutely loved it. The weather, the people the calmness! (for me) we just fell in love with that city! We usually don't have many adults around us that give us any advice, so speaking to my uncle and finding out he to loves Sandiego too was amazing to us...